Regularly Scheduled Sadness

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    It may be pointless to actually vent here, but I will anyways. In time that has been so little, I feel hopeless. I feel so lost in a kind of way that I don't know where to take my life. I want to pursue many things, but I dread loneliness. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I feel pained not being able to share with someone grand ideas that I may have. It hurts me to know that my legacy begins and ends with me. It also hurts to know that I have not done a single thing that sets me apart from anyone else. I am not feeling special. In that way, I suppose it does warrant me a reason as to why I have been alone for so long. I am absolutely mundane. There is nothing special to me, nor is there anything good about me. I am simply me. Average and forgettable. I hoped to create wonderful things, yet all of that seems to fall to pieces with each coming day.  

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ShinigamiOokamiRyuu's avatar
chin up, don't stress about looking for someone, they'll appear when you least expect it, and forcing it will only result in failure, sometimes.  as for career paths, find the one that suits you the most or of which you enjoy the most.  you'll feel happier in your dream job vs some deadbeat job that doesn't interest you at the very least, but can be helpful in regards with trying to get through school.  I'm mundane, don't see the big deal, I like being simple, I've done a few things but nothing that society would consider special, but I consider it special.  such as setting with the elderly, listening to them, talking to them, pet setting, helping family out... it's something that makes you feel good, that's what I consider special.  so, don't fret, that's life we have good days and bad days, I've had my fair share of many and many more ups and downs will come.  even after you've reached your dream job, love, etc.  so, live in the moment and enjoy life.  besides, in my opinion, a career could be more important than a relationship, and pets are always better than a relationship, cuts the lonely part, and not the stress that human to human interaction causes. if things get too rough, might be a thought to talk to a professional, or just to someone you trust, depression, unchecked, can be lethal.